***
While walking in the woods one day,
I find my mind filled with a list of to-dos and should-have-done-yesterdays. Panic fills every pore as I feel time
slipping away from me. I become
unaware of anything but the panic and my pace quickens.
I must get back.
I must get going.
I have things to do and people to
please.
As I look up to see how much farther I need to go, I stop in
my tracks. The panic evaporates
instantly as I stand in reverence to the beauty around me.
On this early fall morning the trees
are at their peak of color. A
cathedral ceiling of gold, orange and red cover me. The sun, still rising in the sky, floods the trees with low beams
of light adding a radiance that steals my breath.
Below my feet, a golden carpet joins the floor with the
brilliance of the sky. I notice
the quiet; no animals scurrying to ready for winter, no wind whispering secrets
to the trees. All of nature is in
awe of this moment.
And as if just
for me, a snow of golden leaves falls gently to the forest floor leading my
heart and my breath in a chorus of steady beats. The panic is replaced by a peace I cannot capture with a photo and Instagram for all to enjoy;
a peace that will only live in this moment, in this spot, within me.
I drink it in allowing all of my senses
to record the magnificence.
And
then on I walk, welcoming back the list of to-dos and the
should-have-done-yesterdays with a slower pace and a peaceful soul.
***
Life with three kids is busy in all seasons, not just today. I read these and I feel them. Even if just for a moment, these words return my breath and my heart to steady beats. The panic recedes. The day is no less filled, no less busy. Yet with these magic words, my attitude has been lifted and my focus steadied.
In the end, we didn't get the snow predicted and I have plenty of time today to finish the tasks on my list for the week, plus have a little fun!
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